The struggle is real as I don't have the need or want to do it most days but than I will see all the games I know I would play cash so say fvckit and make the reload. Lately it has been make the bet and win a game or 2 and say I don't really feel like doing this and just push one way or the other. I get consumed by having a balance and if is there than it must be in play at all times. That is why I switched to being a bonus guy. Get in small for me push it and be done one way or another within 2-3 days.