See I missed this, so you do believe there is a almighty God ? If you’re closer to a Satanist than you believe that God does exist, because where the fukk you think that asshole the devil came from ? He’s the dirty fallen angel named Lucifer. I like that you acknowledge God at least. We just need to get you on the right team pal. Christian’s like myself won’t judge you. I’m a sinner just like you. I mean look at FlyingIllini he’s a fuckin’ decan & he’a a borderline sex addict. We all have our struggles with sin, we just need you to receive that grace from God in order to replace that hate in your heart for love.