im slowing giving up that dream of being famous. I know the chances are .00000000001%
I'm way above average car salesman, successful. 2 months shy of 11 years experience at 32 years old. I'll do the best I can to win money gambling, but I won't be a millionaire ever
That is the completely wrong attitude to have. Do not settle and never think like this. If you want to be a millionaire that that is what you need to strive for and make that your mission in life. Keep doing your normal job but you are only 32 years old. Start exploring doing other stuff, keep gambling just for fun. Get your hands involved in many different avenues ( ones that make sense ), you seem like a good guy, I don't like reading stuff like this. Change your outlook and make it happen. I have a good friend I grew up with who was one of the biggest losers I knew, you name it, drugs, prison, burned bridges with everyone that he could, just a real scumbag and he is now a multi millionaire selling stuff on Amazon and importing goods from Vietnam and China. I know a few other guys that had nothing going on until there late 40s and now are doing extremely well, you are only 32, change that outlook! I am rooting for you and if you ever need someone to talk about direction on things to do, I am more than happy to talk to you. I made it happen for myself and you can do it too.