Bobby, there is help, support groups and other avenues for you to get back on track and live a healthy and productive life without alcohol. You truly don't need it to be happy. God Bless!
Having the money to do drugs does not get a pass from me,you should be mature enough to know it wrong,you are who you hang out with and making the right choices in life
I‘ve done it a few times & it stripped away my already natural healthy libido. So let’s call that a blessing in disguise shall we. That drug is not for me.