I remember your days that you kept getting locked up. It was a struggle for you because when you were inside you had respect, power, you were feared and it gave you a sense of worth. When you were out, you felt alone, scared and didn't really have a direction. Now that you have spent years on the "outs" you have cleaned up your life, you have friends, you are respected by your peers, coworkers and have a loving community behind you. It is nice to see and hear about success stories. Prison is only what you make of it, and you used it for a complete life transformation! God Bless you Topper!