Not in my eyes JDS. You seem to have a measured approach which is never a bad thing. And if there was such a thing as a jinx , I would have known about it.
If you continue to feel your way through the sport or sports you are playing, just feel it from another angle or make paper only plays and analyze post game results. This is a key to future success.
It will is always a lot easier to see something new or from a different perspective when you didn’t actually lose money on the play. And doing so can and most likely will lead to seeing things more clearly as you might catch something else from your position or the other teams position.
With so many different ways to see things, sometimes pausing opens up opportunities you have not looked hard at before.
You never stop learning in this venture JDS, you only gain more knowledge . I say this having started gambling when I was 15. It was my occupation for 29 years and I only left because of the unfair playing field due to drug use that got out of control. It’s much much better now but it was join them or leave. I left.
Just relax and see things from other angles.
Your fine. Let it come to you.