Mentally ill drama queen. Get your shit together man. Told you that you wouldn't get your wish of a perma-ban here. That is not this site's style. I guess you are here because your "What do you put in your sandwich" thread isn't taking off. Great content. Throw in a couple "I hate you scumbags" and you might have a masterpiece.
There is a difference between actually proving your worth and just spewing out shit and demanding/expecting people to do what you want or throw a tantrum like a little kid. Get your fvcking shit together and implement some of your ideas. By your past posts, it sounds like the people running this place gave you an opportunity. Do something with it if that is the case. I don't think anyone else gave you a chance before. You are your own worst enemy. Posters here have had your back. If drinking is the problem than seek help and many here are willing to be part of your support system. We all want a healthy Rudy.