@jjgold you gotta track your shit if you wanna stack your shit (bankroll). Privately or publicly it doesn’t matter, in order to know where you stand with the bookmaker or you will have this losing behavior by default. You often lose site of this.
Worst mental win ever for me was Venus coming back at some garbage dumb tournament +860 vs serena. I knew Serena would let her win and she did. It was really before crypto and I didn't have time to deposit unless I ran around town but decided to pass