Anyone hear from Rudy??

[Enikk]

Hope all is well with his health. I know he mentioned having his eye flare up last week. I know he isn't a fan of well wishes but that is what this community does. Get well and check in when you can

 

[Tuesday]

Yeah hopefully Rudy get well soon

 

[BobbyFK]

Hopefully he is feeling better and back posting here soon

 

[carolinakid]

I thought he would be back Sunday, but that did not happen.

 

[RudyRuder]

Right now, I am on anxiety meds due to feeling like im fukkin screwed

When I drink, it makes me a fukkin psycho with the pills, so cussing out posters is the least of my concerns...Ive ruined much more than that

Im a mental head case

I cant even drive because eye waters nonstop, shower my face (eyelid wont close)....cant even blink because my upper eyelid is so swollen that it hits my eyeball


ill post a couple pics for you clowns so you can see it


because i make a lot of shit up (such as going upstairs to visit my mom on mothers day)


but this one is actually serious

 

[RudyRuder]

my pics arent loading from imgur?!?!?

 

[RudyRuder]

fukk off

 

[Tanko]

Damn.
Wish you the best and hope it heals soon for you buddy.

 

[BobbyFK]

Sorry to hear you’re having issues Rudy. I hope things start to get better for you bud

 

[carolinakid]

no hard feelings here Rudy, take time out to get yourself better is the number 1 thing

 

[Capitalist Pig]

Good luck Rudy, hope the eye clears up soon

 

[RudyRuder]

Thanks men, I really appreciate it

I can't handle anxiety/pain pills with drinking.........it makes me fukkin attack everyone

I know I should quit the drinking instead, but its hard.

Basically have had to go through my phone and apologize for cussing everyone out

Like I said, im just a fukkin loser right now

I am really sorry for saying bad things here...........hell, I thought I would be banned

I don't want sympathy, Im not dying. I shouldve handled it better

 

[BMR Genie]

You'll recover and you will get better Rudy. We claim it! You are going to be okay soon!

 

[lemartinsports]

we are here for you Rudy

 

[Enikk]

Damn bro looks painful and irritating as fvck. I think you said you are around 40. Unfortunately, things just go south sooner or later. I know in my experience the mental aspect of having a life illness can be worse than the illness itself in the beginning. Hang in there man. It is always good to have a good support system even if it is just 1-2 friends that check in with you every few days, For me it was co-workers that helped.

 

[RudyRuder]

thanks everyone

it is what it is

i was smoking HOT before this.........probably wouldve hooked up with genie AND le at the bash


now, it might be only one of two

 

[Tanko]

Optimistic.



Oh wait, that's for the other thread.

 

[RudyRuder]

post about me, doesnt count

 

[JDS]

post about me, doesnt count

Relentless

 

[pokerintherear]

Hope all is well with his health. I know he mentioned having his eye flare up last week. I know he isn't a fan of well wishes but that is what this community does. Get well and check in when you can